Update, been having a bad day

Psychologically and also feeling a bit under the weather - mostly self inflicted I hasten to add (I'm v v hungover).
It is amazing how much better a good cry can make you feel. I do feel better now, if a bit puffy eyed and red faced.
I've just been outside for a walk, it's amazing how lovely the past couple of weeks in london has been weather wise, the walk and the sun have calmed me down a bit.
I know everything will wind up ok, I just alternate at the moment between feeling sad, excited, nervous, worried and petrified of all the steps I am about to take!
Then again this is what life is all about, I guess.